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Nomaadide hoburännak Mehhikos // The Nomads Journey in Mexico
17 March 2011
08 October 2010
08.10.10
2 years from the day where we started to fly, to our travels. We just had one way ticket to Mexico. No time schedule.
It all just unraveled and guided us forward. Many turns, loops and meetings. 6 months in Mexico. I ended up staying in Canada for another 6 months and just exactly one year ago, on the 8th of October 2009 (08.10.09) I landed again in Estonia.
For me this year in here has been very various, very life-changing and above and under it all - incredibly widening and grounding. I find myself in the middle of lessons which teach me to live. Again and again. From many different perspectives.
Right now I am taking first steps on the road of becoming a teacher. Let's see where it leads.
Right now me and Sander are invited to go to one or two small schools on the west coast of Estonia - to speak in a "geography" lesson about our travel in Mexico. This invitation came after we performed in Matsalu Nature-Film-Festival, a month ago. Sander put together an exhibition - 12 big black-and-white photos about Nomads United horse caravan.
I had an accordion with me and along and without that we sang some songs in local languages, from ceremonies and our daily life. Some stories were told and questions asked.
Here is a video about the event what took place that evening. In the end you can see us for a moment!
This was a great experience for both of us and I am glad and surprised at the same time that people are continuously interested and we can learn from sharing. Just to inspire one people to take a step towards his/her biggest dreams or fears - this is huge, this a gift we can offer.
I celebrate this day. I now feel that another circle has become whole and I can move on. It seems to me that it takes as long to come back as long you stayed away.
Gratitude is inside me - for all the people who are in sharing, who we have met on the road, who have taught us, challenged us, made us cry, laugh and dream.
And people who have been and who are in Estonia - now welcoming and listening and being. It is a gift.
I am eager to see what the next day brings. I feel that some of you in the world I will see again. And some of you are strongly in my heart. And some of you I have never met before, but I will in the future. And some of you I will never see again. Yet, it all is beautifully weaved together as a magnificent carpet.
I share my love with the world.
I am in love.
Marian
It all just unraveled and guided us forward. Many turns, loops and meetings. 6 months in Mexico. I ended up staying in Canada for another 6 months and just exactly one year ago, on the 8th of October 2009 (08.10.09) I landed again in Estonia.
For me this year in here has been very various, very life-changing and above and under it all - incredibly widening and grounding. I find myself in the middle of lessons which teach me to live. Again and again. From many different perspectives.
Right now I am taking first steps on the road of becoming a teacher. Let's see where it leads.
Right now me and Sander are invited to go to one or two small schools on the west coast of Estonia - to speak in a "geography" lesson about our travel in Mexico. This invitation came after we performed in Matsalu Nature-Film-Festival, a month ago. Sander put together an exhibition - 12 big black-and-white photos about Nomads United horse caravan.
I had an accordion with me and along and without that we sang some songs in local languages, from ceremonies and our daily life. Some stories were told and questions asked.
Here is a video about the event what took place that evening. In the end you can see us for a moment!
This was a great experience for both of us and I am glad and surprised at the same time that people are continuously interested and we can learn from sharing. Just to inspire one people to take a step towards his/her biggest dreams or fears - this is huge, this a gift we can offer.
I celebrate this day. I now feel that another circle has become whole and I can move on. It seems to me that it takes as long to come back as long you stayed away.
Gratitude is inside me - for all the people who are in sharing, who we have met on the road, who have taught us, challenged us, made us cry, laugh and dream.
And people who have been and who are in Estonia - now welcoming and listening and being. It is a gift.
I am eager to see what the next day brings. I feel that some of you in the world I will see again. And some of you are strongly in my heart. And some of you I have never met before, but I will in the future. And some of you I will never see again. Yet, it all is beautifully weaved together as a magnificent carpet.
I share my love with the world.
I am in love.
Marian
21 August 2010
Life on my own.
Sander and I just went through a course where we learned to work as Aura Mediators.
It feels like real life.
It feels in peace.
It feels like doing something that I have always wanted to do.
It feels whole.
Spirit integrates the body.
It is the New World.
It is Life.
It feels like real life.
It feels in peace.
It feels like doing something that I have always wanted to do.
It feels whole.
Spirit integrates the body.
It is the New World.
It is Life.
11 August 2010
Stars on the dark sky
They fall.
It is fall.
It is August.
New moon.
Letting go's and saying hello's.
Today I met again with the guy who was on the plain to Mexico, 2 years ago. Then he was in the Mexican rainbow. And then in the horse caravan. And now he is in here. Staying for some days after the Finland Rainbow.
Looking and feeling him and the surrounding hostel Euphoria (filled with rainbowers and hippies and everybody), I remembered how we lived in Mexico and maybe a bit like it in Canada too. And how now my life feels so different. I have connection with this way of living too and it has and is part of my growth and life. At the same time I am happy to have the choice and freedom to live in another way.
Walking home on the lonely streets of Tallinn. Warm night.
This is so right,
hands moving with the flow.
Something grows and something goes.
Light shines through.
*
In Estonia I have met with some days without electricity and all what comes with it and it has gave me pretty strong feelings about what might happen when some systems fail. My choice is to go to countryside, to grow my own food and to get a horse.
It just feels more and more real and life in the city seems like a nice game to play, but not for too long.
Old energies are falling apart and from this dust new phoenix can rise.
Everybody has to wake her/him up.
*
Roads are crossing again and I am waking up for communication and meetings.
Thank you,
that you are alive.
It is fall.
It is August.
New moon.
Letting go's and saying hello's.
Today I met again with the guy who was on the plain to Mexico, 2 years ago. Then he was in the Mexican rainbow. And then in the horse caravan. And now he is in here. Staying for some days after the Finland Rainbow.
Looking and feeling him and the surrounding hostel Euphoria (filled with rainbowers and hippies and everybody), I remembered how we lived in Mexico and maybe a bit like it in Canada too. And how now my life feels so different. I have connection with this way of living too and it has and is part of my growth and life. At the same time I am happy to have the choice and freedom to live in another way.
Walking home on the lonely streets of Tallinn. Warm night.
This is so right,
hands moving with the flow.
Something grows and something goes.
Light shines through.
*
In Estonia I have met with some days without electricity and all what comes with it and it has gave me pretty strong feelings about what might happen when some systems fail. My choice is to go to countryside, to grow my own food and to get a horse.
It just feels more and more real and life in the city seems like a nice game to play, but not for too long.
Old energies are falling apart and from this dust new phoenix can rise.
Everybody has to wake her/him up.
*
Roads are crossing again and I am waking up for communication and meetings.
Thank you,
that you are alive.
09 July 2010
Growth with the Family
What a wonder it is to be born from a Mother and to be inspired by the Father.
Two persons bring you into this world. And no matter how you communicate with them when you grow up, they have been the holy channel to this place, giving you a body to use, patterns to reshape and things to give up to.
In one moment they start to be your friends as well. You see the beauty and strength of accepting each other. There is this unconditional love in the bottom of all the layers - this is what gives you the chance to work on finding it and bringing it into bloom. Sometimes there is not much else to do about it than to live your own life to its fullest and surest. This will inspirate your parents too, cause they see you, even if you don't speak to them. Connection is there, from the beginning of your existence.
Forgiveness is the greatest.
Problems will solve themselves when you let them loose.
Light comes out (appears) when you bring Love in.
Family - I love that there is such a thing in the world!
Brother is sleeping in our travel tent in the garden.
It's morning.
It's Norah Jones' voice.
It's smooth.
It's the Day of the Acts.
It's time to live. Again.
Again.
Again.
And with all the time we are together, we grow. Inevitably.
Two persons bring you into this world. And no matter how you communicate with them when you grow up, they have been the holy channel to this place, giving you a body to use, patterns to reshape and things to give up to.
In one moment they start to be your friends as well. You see the beauty and strength of accepting each other. There is this unconditional love in the bottom of all the layers - this is what gives you the chance to work on finding it and bringing it into bloom. Sometimes there is not much else to do about it than to live your own life to its fullest and surest. This will inspirate your parents too, cause they see you, even if you don't speak to them. Connection is there, from the beginning of your existence.
Forgiveness is the greatest.
Problems will solve themselves when you let them loose.
Light comes out (appears) when you bring Love in.
Family - I love that there is such a thing in the world!
Brother is sleeping in our travel tent in the garden.
It's morning.
It's Norah Jones' voice.
It's smooth.
It's the Day of the Acts.
It's time to live. Again.
Again.
Again.
And with all the time we are together, we grow. Inevitably.
Brother Seagull taking a look to the vastness of one kind. The Sea and Sunset.
Tallinn, Estonia
08 July 2010
01 July 2010
Rainbow at Home
My home knows how to transform into a cheerful place for kids and adults, for creaters and companions. It feels that there is no need to go out to search for a great place to be - all comes here on the right time. My first painting in this home is also getting ready there in the corner.
Those light-kids live in the neighborhood and come in through the window.
Joy in the Morning
Morning with fresh wind and some distant city sounds and with warm summer-air --- yes, this night I was sleeping outside, on a hammock. What a good invention and what a good influence on me - puts things into the right place and makes me feel whole (gives me a feeling of travelling and Mexico).
Balance is the key.
If I get stuck at home I need to go and have some sauna and great talks with kind girl and bike-ride there on the sea-promenade of Pirita. Sea gives freedom and good air and blows some things away.
Science needs some compliments from creativity, paiting and singing.
Order needs some chaos.
Thoughts manifest so fast and also intuition starts talking about some things which are about to happen, though in the moment the information appears, mind is not aware of it yet. Last night we talked about marriage, kids and about a friend of mine and when I got home I found a letter from him with brief sayings that he will marry soon!
Seems like a coincidence?
For me it looks like we caught the info and just interpreted it in our own way but there was a chance to put it together right and say it out even before getting the "real" info and letter :)
Have you read Anastasia books - I remember she telling about the information field which is available and you just need to "plug" yourself in and then you don't need to learn things by heart anymore - you ask and you shall recieve.
People in the world are there to help each other. Marriage in Estonian is called "Abielu", which can be straightforwarldy translated: "Help"+"Life". So, two people get together to take care of each other and to be for the highest help and support, unconditionally.
Here the music started to play and Oren Lavie "Her Morning Elegance" gives its touch to the day.
Life in Tallinn is as beautiful as life in the forests and as in Mexico and Canada. It is just different. And there is a certain time to experience each place.
Today I leave my home into hold and go to my parents place where the strawberries are getting ripe.
People in the world with whom I have met and those who stay behind the scenes - I thank you for being part of my life, for following what I am saying and for appearing in my thoughts and heart.
Jasmine is blooming and giving up its smell so that I can recieve it and be so grateful and surrounded of its gift. This is what everybody can do with their love, kindness and thoughts - to give them up and out so that the world can experience it. There's nothing to loose. Richness comes from great sharing.
Balance is the key.If I get stuck at home I need to go and have some sauna and great talks with kind girl and bike-ride there on the sea-promenade of Pirita. Sea gives freedom and good air and blows some things away.
Science needs some compliments from creativity, paiting and singing.
Order needs some chaos.
Thoughts manifest so fast and also intuition starts talking about some things which are about to happen, though in the moment the information appears, mind is not aware of it yet. Last night we talked about marriage, kids and about a friend of mine and when I got home I found a letter from him with brief sayings that he will marry soon!
Seems like a coincidence?
For me it looks like we caught the info and just interpreted it in our own way but there was a chance to put it together right and say it out even before getting the "real" info and letter :)
Have you read Anastasia books - I remember she telling about the information field which is available and you just need to "plug" yourself in and then you don't need to learn things by heart anymore - you ask and you shall recieve.
People in the world are there to help each other. Marriage in Estonian is called "Abielu", which can be straightforwarldy translated: "Help"+"Life". So, two people get together to take care of each other and to be for the highest help and support, unconditionally.
Here the music started to play and Oren Lavie "Her Morning Elegance" gives its touch to the day.
Life in Tallinn is as beautiful as life in the forests and as in Mexico and Canada. It is just different. And there is a certain time to experience each place.
Today I leave my home into hold and go to my parents place where the strawberries are getting ripe.
People in the world with whom I have met and those who stay behind the scenes - I thank you for being part of my life, for following what I am saying and for appearing in my thoughts and heart.
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