Rainbow at Home

My home knows how to transform into a cheerful place for kids and adults, for creaters and companions. It feels that there is no need to go out to search for a great place to be - all comes here on the right time. My first painting in this home is also getting ready there in the corner.
Those light-kids live in the neighborhood and come in through the window.

Sky of Honey

Long and low - this is the sun I see laying over Tallinn. One seagull on top of the building. He looks like Jonathan.
I am in the Estonian National Library. Again I feel honored. All the flags of different Estonian counties are hanging there on the row. Walls and stairs are made out of limestone. Our national stone.

It is beautiful my sisters and brothers!
I am reading a fantasy-tale and gives me sparks to live and walk around and see magic around.
A research about organometallic chemistry gives me understanding about a small area of the world described by science.
Spirit and science are meant to walk hand in hand. Left and right sides of our brain are there to be used. Balance is the key. Balance is the line in between black and white in the sign of Tao. This line is everywhere. It is invisible, yet so noticeable. It is something what makes our existence possible here.

Living here on the land of long winter and low sun I am learning how much we rely on the Sun and how important it is in our lives. Sun gives me so much light and strength and courage to live and smile and accept what I am here to do. To see the balance inside people's lives - 

loud and forgetful nightclubs

singing krishna-people on the streets

old men reading newspapers in the library

people doing their works behind computers

flying birds

melting snow

a call from a friend to start a new project

taks to write an essey

new place to move

puzzle to put together on the research vessel

tree to touch

.

It is all here.

And there,

with you.

I lost one of my earrings I got from Mexico. On the same evening I visited a Mexican-cafe and maybe it got lost there. New ones can now come and oh how happy have I been wearing this beautiful work of whitcholes people. Gracias!

Aho~

White is my view. Church towers of Tallinn Old-Town are making sharp figures into the snowflaked-sky.
Irish folktunes do appear in my ears.
"Made in Heaven" is a recording from Queen, showing its label.

This is my first time in Estonian National Library.
I feel satisfied and proud, like something just fell into the right place in me.
This place is good for focusing and learning. Abuntant access to music is also available.
There is even a piano-room if I want to pay 25 EEK in an hour.

Limestone is around. This building is strong and heavy. Feels very grounding. Limestone is our national stone and old and good buildings are made out of this. Modern plastic is just nothing compared to this. Maybe that is the reason why people working and living inside of concrete and plastic do feel confused and ungrounded, cause there is no support from the building. I feel like the materials around us vibrate and they influence our vibration as well - we do are excisting in the same time and space! Isaac Newton has said that already and not to mention quantum physic guys who have found out that even our thoughs do make difference regarding to the smallest particles inside everything there is.

Yes,
then this world I see and feel around me is just a reflection of my thoughts. It is an illusion.
Good things in it are illusionary.
Same with the bad things.
Maybe they can dissolve into each other when the time is right and then they do no work as measurements anymore. Then they can be descriptions, with no power to influence our inner balance and mental state. Would that be boring?

Every single day of my life I can be awake and in creation!
Can it be better?

Newtoni III Seadus ja Ideokineesia

Igasugune mõju on samal ajal ka vastastikmõju.

Vastastikmõjus olevad kaks keha mõjutavad teineteist moodulilt võrdsete ja suunalt vastupidiste jõududega, mis on rakendatud kummalegi kehale. See tähendab, et jõu järgi saab keha otsida - kui on keha, on ka jõud.

Newtoni III seadus on aluseks jõudude otsimisel ja selle järgi keha otsimisel. See on tähtis asjaolu, sest inimene otsib vähemalt pool ärkveloleku ajast kehi, mida ta arvab endal vaja minevat.

Näited:
Miinide otsimine.
Kehade otsimine kosmoses.
Inseneri praktikas kehade purunemise põhjuste otsimine.
Toidu otsimine.
Paarilise otsimine.
Mööbli otsimine.
Tegevuse otsimine.
jne.

(põhiline osa teooriast leitud Arvo Mere konspektist)

Newtoni III seadus - vastastikmõju seadus.

Füüsika tõestab oma sügavat olemust ja äärmist põnevust.
Mõelda vaid - külmkapp mõjutab enda all olevat pinda jõuga, mis on võrdne ta massi ja raskuskiirenduse korrutisega ning siis omakorda mõjutab külmkappi alt ülespoole teine jõud, mis on võrdne külmkapi jõuga, kuid mida me ei näe kui teist külmkappi, vaid see jõud on peidetud nt. põrandalaudadesse ja maja konstruktsiooni.

Samamoodi kui meie avaldame jõudu pinnale, kus viibime, mõjub meile vastujõud, mida tajuma hakates võime saada teadlikumaks oma tasakaalust ja oma kergusest. Sest need vastassuunalised jõud on alati tasakaalus ja seega on meie loomulik olek Maal viibides olla samuti tasakaalus. Katsugem see teadmine panna praktikasse ja avastada endite loomuomane sirgus, kergus ja harmoonia!

Sellest kõigest räägib ja tegeleb IDEOKINEESIA.
Võin omast kogemusest öelda, et vastavate harjutuste tegemise mõju on kehale täiesti tunda. Näiteks jalad hakkavad ise kõndima ja käed-õlad ärkavad elule ja kergusele, selg sirgeneb ja muutub paindlikumaks. See toimib visualiseerimise ja peentaju abil. Maagia muidugi. Aga just samapalju ka lihtsalt füüsika.

"Ideokinesis is the process of using mental imagery to affect the body’s postural alignment in order to bring it into greater equilibrium."

Minu jaoks igastahes läks toas tuli põlema, kui füüsikat õppides taipasin, et tegelen sama asjaga, mis KehaMeeleKoolis trennis käes. Teooria ja praktika kohtuvad ning sünkroonses 2010-ajas juhtuvad imed ja harmoonia valitseb ruumi ja aega.
Niimoodi on küll ikka õnn elada.

Salapärane surin ja erutus on sisenenud mu kehasse, kui õpin füüsikat, kuulan Arvo Pärt'i "Für Alina" plaati, tajun köetud ahjust hõõguvat soojuskiirgust ning kuulen akna tagant harva mööda sõitvaid autosid. Jõulutuled põlevad riiuli küljes ja kass Kristo sahistab aeg-ajalt kott-toolis. Mu voodi on rulli keeratult diivani peal ja pool keha on mässitud kaamlivillasesse tekki.
See on minu jaoks uus Luise-tänava idüll.